A is gonna hate us all when he grows up, just the way I did. (and still do, sometimes) I just hope he doesn’t end up like me.

Maybe I’m too hard with A.

I know he’s a liar, but I don’t know why I have to fall for it every time he lies to me.

Today is one of these days when I’m fucking tired of everything.

I need love, unconditional love, real love.

Some people say that all we need is to love ourselves, but I need to love someone else, I want to kiss and hold and protect someone else, and I need someone else to love me that way too.

Reality is beating the shit out of me tonight.

I can’t sleep, so here I am typing on my phone for no one to read it, for no one to come and save me. I’m completely alone and it’s my fault.

One of my biggest fears is growing up and turning into a bitter old lady that doesn’t enjoy anything, I’ve had enough bitterness in my life already, I don’t need more in the future.

HW